I'm so tired of looking into the mirror and not liking what I see. I'm so tired of being self-conscious when I eat in front of people because I think everyone is looking at me saying, "No wonder she's fat!" I'm so tired of knowing God gave me a beautiful body but hiding it under all this fat. I want to like who I see looking back at me every morning. I want to be confident when I walk out the door. I want to be able to find clothes when I go shopping and not trying to find the loosest closing to hide my figure. I want to be happy with the way I look. Some people might think that's superficial, but it's not. The way I look affects me on a far deeper level than someone with a perfect body could realize. I'm still young, and more than anything, I want to be healthy. So...I'm going to start keeping track of my weight loss and goals here...
Starting weight: 208
Current weight: 202
Goal weight: 150 (perhaps lower)
Maybe one day I will be confident enough to post pictures...but now's not the time.
For now...a visual simulator:
Now and in the future:

